It has been some time since I've written. But I think it is more because I was afraid to write, than it was that I didn't want to.
I have, been trying to discover who I am, and it has been much harder than I thought it would be. It seems that darkness follows me, no matter how much light I try to carry.
I have been drawn to flowers lately, though I've always been drawn to nature as a whole. I do not know what I would do if it wasn't here. I hope that I can build up the courage to write again. Although this was short and may not make sense to many people. This is the way I am, and I can't change that.
n'rae
